November 2008
41 posts
“I like seeing people who have like, just a big open smile.
It’s not so much...”
– Stephan Jenkins (lead singer of Third Eye Blind) (via chadsugg)
la vérité réglera vous libère
the truth will set you free.
i’ve often wondered how the world sees me.
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it does not matter who...
i forgot how much i missed your voice.
and you, in general.
it really makes me wonder why so many people in this world all find it alright to put other people down just for the sake of doing so. why can’t they let everyone be. why can’t they encourage them to follow their heart. why can’t they forgive and forget?
if you want to insult one of my best friends and call her ‘pathetic’, i suggest you take yourself down from that...
honesty.
please don’t take this away from me and try to become a part of something you’re not.
they’re just using you.
i had a good conversation with a really sweet friend of mine today; and while it may be hard, i know in the end what is strong enough to hold through.
invasion.
there is so much i want to say but i’m not quite sure how much i can write without hurting anyone.
but i’ll start out by saying that one’s image can only get them so far, if anywhere. it is by no means a basis as to who someone should be friends with, and never the sole determination in picking friends. you’re just hurting yourself, and pushing away those who care about...
“i learned a long time ago that if i don’t put 911 EMERGENCY before...”
– Micheal Scott, The Office
this world just keeps getting smaller and smaller, i swear.
today i realized i let someone close to me walk out of my life. i didn’t run after them. i wasn’t there when they needed me most, and come to think of it they weren’t there for me, either. 4 years ago, i would never think of us growing this distant. looking back, i’m not sure what held us together in the first place. but that doesn’t stop me from missing you. time let...
easy. lucky. free.
bright eyes.
this made me laugh. →
this reminds me so much of “Ted L. Nancy“‘s book Letters From A Nut. helllllllllo Jerry Springer.
classic.
click the link above.
i have already experienced so much at such a young age. i’ve learned to appreciate my life and love the people i surround myself with in a way not many other people have. i can not wait to meet myself in about two years. there’s so many questions i want to find the answers to, and so much that i want to learn. i have fallen in love with the world around me.
why did you lie?
pathetic.
her: no i respect his beliefs but now hes like "what we did was selfish and we cant do it ever again"
hiikatieeee: and tell you what to do, especially
hiikatieeee: how is having sex SELFISH?
her: no hes like shoving it in my face and like telling me i need to go to church with him
hiikatieeee: like really
hiikatieeee: does he want you to have big orgies so you can share it with everyone?
hiikatieeee: is that what he's trying to say?
her: ahahahhaha exactly
her: like wtf is that
“To be nobody but yourself in a world that’s doing its best to make you...”
– E. E. Cummings
“love can take you anywhere you want.”
– Valencia
it feels so good to be so loved. i surround myself with positive people, it’s a weird feeling not knowing you anymore. past tense. used to. does this make sense?
i’m the happiest i’ve been in a long time and i’ve got the strength inside of me to keep my chin up.
11:11 PM
make a wish.
“Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.”
– Mohandas Gandhi
hahahah typical.
huggybuggy4u: Oh shit I have an essay
huggybuggy4u: To do
hiikatieeee: shitt that sucks!
huggybuggy4u: FUCK
hiikatieeee: nicee what is it about
huggybuggy4u: Mikey
hiikatieeee: HAHAHAHA OH MY GOD
hiikatieeee: if you handed in an essay about a cute boy from stickam who lives in pennsylvania...i would actually be speechless
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hiikatieee: hahaha awwww
hiikatieee: are you guys still "going out" or whatever you want to call it
huggybuggy4u: Mikey
hiikatieee: thought so!
hiikatieee: hahah
huggybuggy4u: Nahh
hiikatieeee: oh wait
hiikatieeee: okay i thought you meant like
hiikatieeee: you were with mikey
hiikatieeee: but mikey
hiikatieeee: i was like 'what was your essay about?' and it was like 'mikey
hiikatieeee: and i thought for a minute
hiikatieeee: you wrote your essay about him!
huggybuggy4u: Hahha I will write on about him
hiikatieeee: do it
huggybuggy4u: pennsylvanis. What comes to mind when you speak the name. The office.. No. A useless industrial city.. No. But the name mikey comes to mind for me.
huggybuggy4u: Mikey b.
huggybuggy4u: A sinner. A rebel. A really nice guy with a sick ass hair cut
huggybuggy4u: That's the beginning PS
huggybuggy4u: Mikey
huggybuggy4u: Hahah ill type it on my phone like all other essays
huggybuggy4u: Ps I know your not going to bed
huggybuggy4u: Hahah
huggybuggy4u: You end up going to bed at like 2
hiikatieeee: hahahahahah
hiikatieeee: OH SHUT UP
hiikatieeee: okay
hiikatieeee: i'm actually signing off! fer reallsssss
huggybuggy4u: Meet in aud lobby
huggybuggy4u: Before school
hiikatieeee: i know i konw i will i wil
huggybuggy4u: OKay!!!!!!
hiikatieeee: you're just trying to keep me up!
huggybuggy4u: Bai
hiikatieeee: LOOSERRRR hahaha night bitchhh!
huggybuggy4u: Hahh you haven't signed off yet
huggybuggy4u: You stilll haven't signed off
huggybuggy4u: Hahahahhhahahahahahah
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“i’m so glad i found you i’m not gonna lose you, whatever it takes to...”
– The Starting Line
there's a lump in my throat and a sick feeling in...
my eyes sting when i realize the way the world has unfolded. don’t pick that over me. or try not to; you know who you are. because i don’t want this to hurt. i’m terrified of what might happen if i tell you how i’m feeling, and my biggest worry is you not caring enough to fix this.
reflection.
you’re that itch that gets under my skin that i can’t seem to shake because i know what it means. I’m scared that the only thing i know to turn to is the only thing that holds us together. the weirdest thing is that it feels like there’s no one on the other end, i want to be able to freeze time and arrange life to my liking. they tell me that growing up is a part of life;...
fall out boy.
this band has meant so much to me for the past 5 years of my life.
tonight i saw them play in the northstar bar in philadelphia, arguably one of the smallest venues in this city. i don’t have much else to say other than it was the best fucking thing ever. it couldn’t have felt more like 3 years ago even if it tried to. i dressed like i was in 3 years ago again. i acted like it was 3...
ohhh morgan...
ah morgannn: lmao i need to meet emad so bad =|
ah morgannn: i think wed be best friends
hiikatieeee: hahah emaddd
ah morgannn: i told kyle when we first started going out he shouldnt get too attached because emad is the only man for me
hiikatieeee: hahahahahahahha
hiikatieeee: what'd he say
ah morgannn: he was like =|
ah morgannn: and i told him we were planning on having ten little muslim babies
ah morgannn: and he was like ....
hiikatieeee: hahahahahahhaha
i honestly could not be any happier that Obama won, but this just completely killed everything
you just dug yourself into a much, much deeper hole. and i know the way this is going to turn out. so don’t try and turn this on me. you had to go and say something, i told you you didn’t understand.
goodnight.
am i supposed to be sorry for being honest?
because you’re holding me back
you really need to give me space to breathe.
you don’t understand, and i get that, i do. but then you call me out on my shit without realizing your own. you asked. i told. i honestly don’t care what your reaction is. for the record, i’m not phased by whatever you tell me; i see you’re trying to impress me. uhhhh in case...
no one, no one can possibly understand the madness that went down last night unless they were there.
Cute’s bus was the place to be, i have never seen such a funny mixture of people.
i dyed my hair but it’s hard to tell, it’s mostly a tint.
bummmmerr ):
i’m tired and havn’t slept in 24 hours.
