in my eyes

the sky glows, i see it shining when my eyes close. i hear your warnings but we both know i’m gonna look at it again. don’t wait, don’t wait the road is now a sudden sea and suddenly, you’re deep enough to lay your armor down.  don’t wait don’t wait the lights will flash and fade away, the days will pass you by don’t wait to lay your armor down.

i hope you know you’re real good at making this hard on me. you’re so wrong for me, yet perfect at the same time, and there’s something about you i can’t get over.  

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” - Mark Twain

“you can shoot all the blue jays you want, if you can catch ‘em, but remember it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.”

make a wish

you’ll go your way, and I’ll go mine. If we haven’t already.  I wish you still had time for me, because right now I’m scared to death about where my life is headed. I wish you wouldn’t forget me in your life, I refuse to be that ‘throw-away’ friend, so you can make up your mind right now. keep me around and let me matter, or don’t. it just hurts, thats all. when i need you the most you’re not here for me. in case you couldn’t notice, i just want you to care.

i’ll be here waiting.

today I went to New York City to relax and break away from everything with a bunch of my friends, and it was definitely a trip i’m going to remember for the rest of my life.  We walked through Central Park for a few hours and went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art, people watched for a little and did lunch and some shopping in Times Square, and saw Phantom of the Opera.  I haven’t laughed nearly as hard in a while as I did today, and it really made me appreciate the beauty of life and everything around us.  Our lives will end before we know it, and days like this let me know i’m really living.  summer is just around the corner and there’s so much to look forward to-the end of school, a second trip to nyc in a few weekends, parties, vacations, my birthday, and some maaadd relaxing. 

oh and today we flipped out any time we recognized a place that gossip girl or any show/movie was filmed at, it was marvelous.

you’re in over your head in a problem you can’t seem to solve?

i can’t shake this constant worry, and there’s so much i want to say but it’s not funneling through. i feel like everyone except me has met someone in me that i don’t know yet- more like me-in-three-years.